| its finally time to recollect these past few days...
where shall i start?! i actually rememba writing that in sum1s yearbo0k. sheeeshh i realli dont know where to start.
wednesday *June 15 ^-^2o05^-^ ~> definitely a day to rememba. graduation day was sad but exciting also coz i was realli lookin fwd to that day. when it finally came, it was sad to lo0k back n think we all made it through high sko0l so fast. four yrs went by quick. its weird to admit it bc bck wen i was a soph, i thot it will neva come. rehearsal fo graduation at 10 in the mrnin was a pain. it was hella sunny n hot n ppl were gettin tired from sittin to0. it was a drag but we all made it in time. ppl were showin up late fo the rehearsal so davini was stoppin till they all came n sat down n he had to start all ova again. i didnt think it was gonna b ova in two n half hrs but 05 is the best. we always make everythin in time ryte?! so yeah...afta rehearsal...sis picked me up. i went back home. i had to get sum rest afta all that sun. so wen i got up from my nap i got dressed n sis n me left early bc we had to pick up tickets from satvir bc i needed extra tickets for my sisters frends n my frends. we ended up not gettin it coz he said he didnt have it. so sis n i went to get anu from her work. instead of goin there first, we ended up goin to lado0z house. his m0m is funniee. she was lyke "how many gurls r picking you up today" lol shes co0l. we g0t him then went to anus w0rk. had to wait ten mins fo her to get 0ff so me n lado0 pretended t0 lo0k at certain things lyke we were actually interested in sumthin. i wasnt as excited abt graduating frm high sko0l lyke i was before instead i was excited abt wat was gonna happen at the graduation. so yeah...we get t0 cal state. teddy called...this gurl is so0 sweet. she came to my graduation early n actually saw me before she went to get her seat. shes awes0me. luv ya! bhaiya u sto0d me up f0 poo0ja!!! u punk! jp. its okay that u couldnt make it. im not mad :P. so yeah...seeing everyone in their cap n gowns kinda made me teary but i didnt cry. i thot i was gonna cry thou wen i heard that satvir n sukh g0t int0 an accident on their way to graduation. im glad they didnt get seriously hurt but po0r satvir g0t his leg messed up. it was sad news to hear that he got into an accident on his graduation but thnk g0d he made it to his graduation on time. afta a while minglin wit ppl, we started to walk towards the stage. on my way, i saw shwanika, n nikka. i didnt know they were gonna make it to my graduation. i luv my frends. their so freakin sweet. i wasnt able to talk to them afta graduation n havent called em yet...i feel bad. i betta call em t0m0. i always say that but i neva realli do it. im so bad. i will call thou...i miss talkin to u guys. we realli g0tta catch up. we g0t a l0t t0 talk abt. n e h0ws...we g0t on the stage. i was tryin to lo0k f0 sum1 special but i couldnt find him n i couldnt find my family either so me n oscar decided that everytime he stood up on the chair i would follow him. i had to stand up coz everyone there was taller than me n i couldnt see out in the crowd n i didnt wanna b the only one standin up on the chair either. i probably wouldnt have found him if i was standin up. i was waving at him n my family thot i was wavin at them. i didnt even see where my family sat but since they thot i was wavin at them, they probably sat sumwhere near him. im glad my baby made it or else it wouldnt have been the same witout him. i didnt cry even wen they were signin the songs n frends were huggin me goodbye, but i did cry afta graduation. l0t 0f ppl to0k my tears f0 happy tears, wish that was true so it wouldnt have hurt so much in my heart as it did. bc of all that cryin, i couldnt talk to my frends. thank god natu was there to hold me bc if she wasnt i would have probably fainted or sumthin. thnkx gurl so supp0rtin me. i was realli on a roll wit that cryin that even my stupid couzin recorded me. stupid! i dont want ppl seein that. ppl were starrin at me lyke i had sum freakin issue. me n natu couldnt even go through the crowd witout sum1 starrin at me. sheesh! im s0rry that im em0ti0nal. i cant c0ntr0l my tears or my heart. we left ryte afta graduation prettie quick. there wasnt that much traffic as it was two yrs ago wen sis graduated. we came home. anu, ron, lad0o n natu came h0me wit us to0. sis made sum special stuff jus f0 them so it was nice that they were here or i probably would have been in a w0rse shape. i realli g0t sick that nite n u know wat!?! pain killers r n0t go0d esp. fo me. i realli need to stay aaway from them wen my heart is in pain or i can realli hurt myself seriously wit that thing. its bad!! i always realize my mistakes afta sumthin happens to me but its not my fault that i cant think straight in times lyke that. i wish my parents werent so clueless n my sister realli needs to stop turnin into my mom. n e ways..enf abt that em0ti0nal stuff. everyone ate, talked, laughed...all that stuff. i wasnt realli in the mo0d so i jus kept to myself. i did a lot of walkin. sis actually co0ked f0 us sumthin special bc of graduation but i wasnt in the mo0d to eat n i didnt realli feel all that bad c0z she disappointed me that nite at cal state. it realli hurts to have sumthin bad happenin to me two consecutive years in this month wen they both actually relate to each other. i thot i was strong enf to handle all this but i guess n0t. its kinda hard to make my heart understand sumthin wen it realli doesnt want to understand it. i jus g0tta deal wit it huh?
anyways....that was wed. i graduated that nite witout a diploma. we actually got a diploma holder thingi that nite instead of our real diploma. i went on thurs mornin to get my diploma. their liars abt puttin sticker on diploma if u pass the exit exam. how many ppl actually got their sticker? i realli dont care coz it dsnt realli make any difference. i was suppose to meet up wit julia bc i was cravin fo sum mexican fo0d fo the last mnth but afta wat happened the nite before i lost my interest in fo0d. it actually makes me sick now. im bck to losin weight. i wasnt realli feelin that well either n i didnt see her so i ended up not goin so i jus went to say bye to everyone. it was realli sad. it felt weird. i didnt cry thou. its weird wen i thot i would cry i didnt but wen i didnt expect to cry i did. afta sayin bye to everyone i walked to the front n saw lado0 there. this boi actually woke up early for the first time n actually showed up. we jus talked abt sis n he saw the yrbo0k...made fun of sum ppl..lol. it was amazin to know how much he knew abt my situation then i had actually thot. sis n him b talkin abt me a lot i guess. im glad that he didnt take sides thou. i know his a go0d frend. afta our chit chat i came home. had to help mom wit the housework n then jus bore myself.
friday ~ wat did i do? hmm nothing i guess.
saturday ~> i was suppose to go wit julia to jesus's graduation party but i couldnt. i havent been feelin to0 well since wed so i dont realli wanna get out of the house or else i would b practicin drivin to get my licenses. im so0rrRy julia. i hope ur sis went wit u.
i jus wanna thank everyone ^-^ Teddy, Nikka, ShWa, Anu, Natu, R0n, lad0o, stick, shik, c0uz^-^ f0 c0min to my graduation. it was realli sweet of u guys. thankx couz fo rec0rdin the graduation to0. i know u had sko0l n h0mew0rk but u to0k ur time to come, that realli means a lot to me. thankx bhaiya fo callin me n congratulating me.
t0 all my frends ~> *crying* im s0o0 g0nna miss everyone. i probably wont see most of you guys fo a very very l0ng time fr0m n0w. s0ni u betta call me up so we can get together before u leave fo college. kinde n jas..d0nt miss me to0 much next yr. enjoy ur hs yr while u can. kinde i knw i'll b seein u. sukh, sat, par, vin..n everyone else...it was ko0l kickin it wit u guys. yall betta keep in touch. pak, nish, n shay u guys better d0 go0d next yr. please stay out of trouble. n pak u betta g0 t0 ur classes. i w0nt b there t0 yell at u. i betta see u n nish graduate next yr. dont disappoint me. t0ny, mr. law!, jesus, di, julia, angie, dexter, elias, mike, mai,...sheesh theres too many ppl to name...but u guys know who u r...yall betta keep in touch. d0nt miss this lil gurl to0 much :p. hehe...t0ny i kn0 u'll miss ur lil m0use. u'll b b0red wit0ut hearin my v0ice everyday. lol w0nt u? tim im s0rry that i sneeze funniee. i cant help it. d0nt miss it to0 much...lol.
theres s0 much t0 say but i d0nt realli wanna b0re everyone wit this already l0ng entry.
im already missing high sko0l. lol i even miss not havin homework. imma b so bored this summer witout homework n not havin to worry abt high sko0l. its finally time to start wrryin abt college. phew! here i c0me..
Last but not least....hold on to y0ur f0rks bc the best is yet to c0me..lol f0rk f0rk f0rk. i was laughin wen davini said it in his speech but now goin bck n thinkin to wat he said...its go0d advice. its funniee i have to admit.
0kay en0ugh wit this entry...adi0s amig0s. |
